Monday 25 May 2015

When the going gets tough .. or what to do when you bugger it up

It is SO annoying when you mess up a piece that you like and has been going well - really really annoying. So much so that it is tempting to stay safe and not risk something you are not sure about. But then this would mean you never grow and find new ideas - and most cock-ups can be recovered ... ask me how I know!! So in that spirit .. 


Hopefully you remember this piece from an earlier blog post? - we left it blocking on the design wall many weeks ago - and that is where it has stayed until the last week, when I finally got it off the wall and transported to Wales with me. It looks quite vibrant in the image, as it is till wet, but when it dried, the images had been knocked back quite a bit from all the stitching, and needed the imagery pulling out again. So out with the neocolour 1. These are water resistant (unlike neocolour 2), so I can use them secure in the knowledge that they wont start running when I seal this piece with matt medium. The set below are actually called 'portrait' - but to my mind they are just perfect for my coast piece


I like to work slowly (well - slowly-ish .. it is still me after all) and just re-intensify the colours - starting with gorgeous Dixter ... darks first


then lighter greys


and then working into his dad - again darks first
 

all four images needed pulling back to the foreground


I also used the neocolour to start blending the edges of the images with the surrounding collage
 

this is really effective in helping to make the piece flow nicely ..
 


I like to take the surrounds into the photos and the photos out into the surround - using the old finger to blend and soften
 

hers is a before and after of the same section - hopefully you think the latter is more integrated ..
 


so all going well at this stage so I  coated the whole piece in a 50:50 mix of matt medium and acrylic wax


Maybe I should have bound and mounted this at this point ... but I felt it was still just too flat for me (i know I know ) .. and the other pieces in this series had appliqued grasses around the edges before mounting. This would also have worked on here, but having done it twice, I was bored of that idea (more I knows) .. so decided to try something different. I had some more images taken on the day, of bare branches and skeletal grasses (it was Christmas Day)


and thought these could make a good border design. I also didn't want to add them as applique again (boredom threshold of a knat here) so decided to draw them on with water resistant artist pencils ... I have quite a few ...


using the photos for inspiration I started drawing in branches along the edges - farts quite softly (this should say first ... but I loved the spello suggestion too much to remove it)


then firming up a bit with black 
 

seems to be looking ok I think ...
 

one of the joys of coating with acrylic mediums, is you can then erase pencil lines made on top .. so adjustment quite possible


I added branches right up the left


then tried some out on the bottom right
 

which seemed to balance things out, so I darkened them and reduced the height a bit on the left
 

Dixter assisted throughout with hints and ideas ... not 
 

and got to this point - not 100% happy ...


 ...  so decided to over-stitch all those branches 


I also added some of the grasses in a wheat coloured rayon .... very delicate


 and reached this point ...


and had a good look at things ... hmmmm ... delicate grasses completely overpowered and branches looking very thorny and actually a bit sinister and dominant ... oh. 
At this point, I was completely uncertain what to do next - if anything - and frankly, very pissed off too - so left it for a couple of days. Came back and confirmed for myself that I needed to knock back those branches - a lot. Now you may not agree - and it is easy in this situation to spend days agonising over what others might think, especially when you have become a little uncertain yourself. But I always say when teaching that it does not matter at all what anyone else thinks - only yourself .. and this piece was no longer about Sanctuary for me - it had mixed messages. Another option would have been to keep it for a different theme - maybe one looking at danger and safety; security and insecurity .. but I wanted this to be a happy piece about a lovely day - so I got out my branch altering kit ..
 

opaque setacolour paints and I mixed up a lovely pale blue/grey colour
 

and subdued the beasts ...
 

definitely less threatening
 

all softened and my boys are safe again 
 

all this terrifying stuff had knocked the colour out of the lads a bit - so they got another colour up - with pencil this time
 


and I am happy again ... 

I shall now add lots more soft grasses in beiges and a few metallic threads ... and then I think I shall stop!! So although I did think I had really spoilt a nice piece - it is always recoverable in someway - and frequently more interesting than before your botch-up ... well I think so anyway ...

As ever - very long post and I was going to tell you about Freddy the gelliping flounder and house moves too - but I'll save them for next time ... here is a quick preview ..




what a boy!! ... thanks for visiting .. talk again soon xx

24 comments:

  1. Oh my gosh....the care, patience and expertise shown in this piece is simply outstanding!!!

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    1. thank you! - I am not at all patient usally .. but I have learnt to just keep at it with art work ... and it is my boys! xx

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  2. I small foray into the depths of your mind...thank you!

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    1. dodgy place to be Bonnie - be very careful! xx

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  3. Think we need a detailed tutorial on the whys and wherefores of Neocolour ( just saying!)

    Lovely piece though - peaceful and evokes place.

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    1. noted Hilary .. and will do .. you know I always take note of good ideas! xx

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  4. So much more satisfying than just ditching it. Thanks for sharing all the various process that you went through.

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    1. absolutley Maggie - I do sometimes put stuff away for a while ... but it is a really good feeling to pull it back round ... and it is the joy of layered works .. you can just keep going xx

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  5. Thank you for the thinking through process on this. and I am particularly pleased with the darker/bolder look to the figures.
    Sandy in Bracknell

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    1. The boys were getting pushed out of things Sandy .. easy to do but much better with them back as focus points xx

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  6. Hilary, thanks for sharing your frustrations and processes! yes, good to remember that if we bugger it up, there is still hope. Works for life as well as art, I am thinking!

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    1. Works for life every time I think .. every cloud and all that. Hope and love .. so powerful and essential xx

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  7. thanks for showing us your workmethod .. like this piece .. a lot... question ...witch brand of water resistant penCils do you use hilary ?

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    1. Hilde - sorry the furst answer got lost ... I use pablo by Caran d'Ache... they are lovely pencils xx

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    1. Thank you Sue ... and for getting me onto the blog to realise all my previous replies had gone awol!! xx

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  9. I am SO SORRY! I have just come onto the blog to reply to Sues comment left earlier today - and discovered that there are no replies for all the rest of you. I am certain I did all these a few weeks ago - from my iPad in Lincoln. IT would seem they were snitched by the big iPad snitcher .. who really has it in for me (of course it won't be user error??) I know I am a smat inefficient - but I love getting your cooments and always reply as sson as I can .. might be a few days at present - but not many weeks. I get really fed up with others who do that .. so please accept apologies for such late replies - I am going to redo them all now - and do stay in touch xx

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  10. A really lovely piece of work, and I always find the best results come after an experience just like this! I sometimes think that if I could see into the future, and all the huge problems I was going to encounter during the making process, I probably wouldn't even start it in the first place! Just as well I don't have a crystal ball eh!

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  11. Great work you have done here.Keep sharing.

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  12. Very beautiful and creative!

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